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Monday, September 29, 2014
September 29, 2014
TRANSFER NEWS!
I am staying here in
the Overlook ward with Sister Finnell. Woohoo! I honestly didn't feel
anything coming and would have been surprised if anything changed. I am
really happy to be staying here an d working in this ward. This is such a
good area.
First things first!
KARL AND BECCA! I love these two people so much. They both came to church
yesterday and stayed all 3 hours. They brought both of their kids and
they did really well for their first time. And when I say they I really mean Cammie
their 2 year old. I sometimes forget they have another child because he is so
quiet and calm compared to Cammie. She is cray cray to the max. Karl and
Becca are progressing really well. I forgot if I mentioned this or not,
but Karl was married before and the divorce hasn't been finalized yet. So
they can't get baptized until the divorce is finalized and they are married. So
that might put a little damper on the baptism date. But cross your fingers and
pray that it all works out. Also, Karl gave us a call this week to tell
us that he lost his job. WHY DOES THIS ALWAYS HAPPEN TO OUR
INVESTIGATORS. I feel awful. We come in and we promise them all of
these blessings then boom! They have a miscarriage, he is threatened to be
kicked out, loses his job, breaks a finger, Cammie gets deathly ill. Like
what the heck! Satan, calm yourself down! I was thinking about that this
morning and I came across Ether12:12 that reads " For if there
be no faith among the children of men God can do no miracle among them.
Wherefore, he showed not himself until after their faith." They just
need to keep holding on. Because God will not show himself until after
the trial of their faith. We just need to keep promising them blessings
and building their faith. We just need to trust that God knows. He has a
plan. AND IT WILL ALL WORK OUT. It always does. and It always will.
Meet the
Mormons. Get this. They had a special viewing for
missionaries. Waddduupp! It is incredible. Anyone and everyone needs to
see this film. It was so good. AH! I can't wait for all of you to
see it. My friend Kate Hargadon from BYU is in it :) She traveled
around Napal before she went to BYU and they feature a man from Napal in the
movie. They also feature a missionary mom and lets be real. I bawled
through that whole thing. It just brought me back to the beginning of my
mission. And getting ready to come out and everything. They also played a
clip from Elder Holland talking about the movie and they showed a clip of test
audiences not of our faith discussing the film. The discussion was really
neat. Many people said that if missionaries were to come knocking on
their door they would be a lot more open and willing to let missionaries in.
One lady said that her husband died two years ago and she has taken her 14 year
old son to every church but the Mormon church and she was so touched by the
movie that she said she was planning on going to church that Sunday. This
has the potential to do a lot of good. I am excited and hope it gets to come to
Montana.
This week Sister
Finnell and I had a lesson with a new investigator and we were trying to find a
member to come with us. I swear, we called a million different people to
see if anyone could come. NO ONE. After awhile of making calls and racking
our brains for someone to bring, I finally was like, okay obviously Heavenly
Father has someone very specific in mind. And poof! A semi less active
lady we are working with came to mind. We called her up and she was so
excited to come. Her testimony is amazing. She has gone through so much in her
life, its the social aspect of church that is difficult for her. She came
with us to the lesson and the investigator didn't show. lame. But we
decided to drag her to another potential investigators house and BOOM! There
was a connection. They both hit it off really well. And get this.
It was Penny, The less active's, birthday! She said, " Well I don't see a
better way to celebrate my birthday than to serve my Heavenly Father."
Shut up. You are not real, Penny. Who are you? A blessing of the Lord, that is what you are.
The woman we met with is Brenda. She is 54 and the sweetest lady of all time. It was so sad, she got jumped this past week by 5 chicks and got beat up pretty bad. Her face was all black and blue, and she has a couple broken ribs. But, she said that she had been praying for guidance and direction because she has never been baptized and she really feels like that is something she needs to do. She also has been through so much in her life. A mission has just shown me that my life is a piece of cake. The things that I thought were hard in my life are nothing compared to the lives of those I have met. People whose lives have been full of abuse, rape, addictions, death, you name it, they have been through it. And here I am complaining that I don't have enough money to get my hair cut. Geez. I have so much to be thankful for. I have no reason to ever complain or whine about my life. Because my life is great. I have been so blessed.
The woman we met with is Brenda. She is 54 and the sweetest lady of all time. It was so sad, she got jumped this past week by 5 chicks and got beat up pretty bad. Her face was all black and blue, and she has a couple broken ribs. But, she said that she had been praying for guidance and direction because she has never been baptized and she really feels like that is something she needs to do. She also has been through so much in her life. A mission has just shown me that my life is a piece of cake. The things that I thought were hard in my life are nothing compared to the lives of those I have met. People whose lives have been full of abuse, rape, addictions, death, you name it, they have been through it. And here I am complaining that I don't have enough money to get my hair cut. Geez. I have so much to be thankful for. I have no reason to ever complain or whine about my life. Because my life is great. I have been so blessed.
Later in the week we
brought the Elders over to give Brenda a blessing. She is so cute and
sweet to us. She always calls Sister Finnell and I her, "baby
girls" or says, " thank you my girl, my baby girl." hahah
I love it. We came over and she immediately took us down stairs to where
her step son passed away and asked us to bless the room. The poor woman just
cried and cried as she told us of the turmoil she went through with his
passing. She got on her knees and took our hands. I kind of looked at the
Elders like, what are we supposed to do....hahaha but I was like, okay Brenda,
if you want to make up your own ordinance, we will do it for you. We will hold
hands around your sons room and pray. hahahahahaha so we prayed for her as she
just cried and cried and cried. She kept saying that she knew we were
from God. After the prayer we sat in silence for a little as she cried
when the phone rang. It was her doctor and no lie this is what was said,
" Hello? Hello, I am sorry I am here with my Mormon people and we
are praying in my dead son's room. Yes, I am here with my MORMON PEOPLE
and we are praying in my dead son's room. So you will have to forgive me
because I am emotional." Oh Brenda. I love you. She later asked what she
should do when she met the Bishop at church. We told her she could just
shake his hand. And she said, " I am going to hug him. Just
you wait. I am going to hug the Bishop! Everyone is going to be like, whoa
there Crazy Brenda! You are hugging the Bishop! but I am going to. Just
watch." hahahaha I LOVE THIS WOMAN! She is so wonderful and so ready
for the gospel. She is so open and prepared to hear what the Lord has in store
for her.
Can we please just
talk about how wonderful the Women's Broadcast was? It was awesome. I
know people say this all the time, but I sat there in disbelief as these
amazing speakers spoke to all of us, because I felt like they were addressing
my every concern and every doubt and question that I had. I had to look
around me every once in awhile and make sure that I wasn't crazy or
something. That meeting that night was a manifestation to me that the
Lord knows us. He truly knows the thoughts and feelings in our heart and
mind. He knows our worries and concerns and He. Is. There. He loves us
and is there for us. He reaches out to us in small and simple ways
to tell us he cares. I know he does. No matter how many times the
adversary tells me He doesn't, and that I am just one out of millions and
billions of people. The Lord has shown me time and time again that I
matter to Him. And I know that I do. I love Him.
The Elders and Sister
Finnell and I sang for ward conference yesterday. Swindled. The
ward has been swindled. Hahaha. Tears were shed, hugs were
given. Success.
This gospel is so goooooood!
The Book of Mormon is the word of God. Do we realize that? We hold in our
hands the literal words of God. HELLO! People! Wake up and read the book!
I was reading the other day and came across Mosiah 16:9 " He is the
light and the life of the world. Yea, a light that is endless that can never be
darkened." Darkness can never over rule light. But light will
always over rule the darkness. Jesus Christ is light. He is perfect light
that casts away the darkness ALWAYS. He will always cast away the darkness.
Whatever darkness may be apart of our life, if we allow Jesus in our
hearts, there can be no darkness. The light over rules the darkness. There will
be no room for it. Hand it over. Let Him take it. I love my Savior. I
love the Book of Mormon. I love this gospel. Nothing can take away the
feelings I have felt and the things I know to be true. This gospel
is happiness. It is peace. It is comfort and assurance. What
an amazing opportunity I have to bring that to the lives of so many that have
lost hope. My life rocks.
I love you all and miss you! Have fun watching conference! We are watching it together! :)
LOVE YOU!
I love you all and miss you! Have fun watching conference! We are watching it together! :)
LOVE YOU!
Sister Montana Moline
Tuesday, September 16, 2014
September 15, 2014
Familia,
I don't even know
where to begin! This week was out of control! I'm telling ya! Out of control.
So much happened. SO MANY MIRACLES. God is just so dang good. I can't hardly
stand it.
Okay favorite miracle
of the week. Man, this is so hard! So many! Alright, backup to before I came to
Great Falls. Sister Finnell and her companion tracted into a house and
started to talking to a guy, Karl, about Family History. They said he
seemed pretty promising, so we went back to follow up about his experience with
Family History. I met him and his wife and they are awesome. He was super
funny and kind to both of us. We got talking then he said, "okay,
well I have a question for you then, how do I get one of your books?" Oh
you mean the Book of Mormon Karl? Oh here let me grab one of the 7 in my
bag. Hahaha we were able to share the Joseph Smith story and he really
connected with his experience. He then asked us when we could come over
next to talk to him more about it. Excuse me, what!? Let me just
repeat that once more ladies and gentlemen. He ASKED US. That's
right. That never happens right off the bat. We set up a return appointment for Saturday and
brought a member. It was perfect. We taught the message of the
restoration and he and his wife ate it up. He is a bigger guy with a
beard and tattoos all over his body, someone that as a human I would have
normally thought would not have been interested. But he was and is! He
has two little kids, a girl that is 2 and a little baby boy. The member
we brought talked a lot about how the gospel has blessed her family and brought
them closer together through Jesus Christ. He was all about that. I
love being able to share the First Vision with people. It
brings such an incredible spirit. As I recited the First Vision
I felt a flood of emotions of what that experience has done for me in my
life. I bore my testimony and my witness that I knew that Joseph Smith
saw what he saw. He told me that he knew I believed it, he could feel it
when I spoke. We invited him to be baptized onOctober 11 and he sat
there for a little just looking at us, then pulled out the calendar on his
phone. He said he would have to think about it a little more, but that he
wouldn't say no. The next morning he called us and said, "I can't
come to church today, but plan on me next week. Also, I talked to my wife and
we are both feeling good about October 11th." Not going to lie, in the
middle of the hallways at church I did a happy dance. I was ecstatic. It
had turned out to be a bummer day because 2 other investigators that said
they would come to church didn't. But after that phone call with Karl, I
didn't even care. I was on cloud nine. The spirit was there in that home
that night, there is no doubt in my mind. Sunday evening we
brought a ward missionary over with her kids to meet them. They hit it off
immediately and she invited them over for dinner after church on
Sunday. MEMBERS ARE OUR GREATEST WEAPONS. I am serious.
Members make all the difference to investigators and the lessons we have with
them. The members we brought were able to see where they were
in need of help and assistance and jumped right in. I was so impressed.
Earlier in the week we
got a call from some Sisters in another ward. They had met and talked with
a woman that was in our area and told us to go meet her. We went
over there and this tall blonde woman answered the door. She had on a
huge T-shirt and baggy pants and piercings all over her face and tattoos
everywhere. Honestly she scared the crap out of me. She looked like she
could kill me with just one look. I asked if she was Jessica and she just
looked at me and was like, " yeah, what's it to you huh?"
AHHHHHHH!!! I AM SO SORRY!! Don't worry, I kept my cool and
told her who we were. Immediately her expression changed and she was
like, " Oh yeaaahhh!!! I met some of you the other day! Come on
in!" For the next 30-45 minutes we did not say a word. She
opened right up and told us all about how she found God. It was
awesome. She went on and on and on about living this rough life and
feeling like all she needed to do was believe in Jesus and she would be good.
But she spoke about how she has been reading the Bible and found that the enemy
was making her think that she was fine, but she really did need to do more for
God if she wanted to be saved. She mentioned some confusion about those
who had never heard or learned about God before. So we shared with her
about the Spirit world and she told us that when we read that her "spirit
leaped" inside of her. She told us that she wanted us to come back
and she wanted to hear more about what we had to say. RIGHT ONNNNN!!! We
are going back tomorrow.
Some Elders called us
as well and said they found someone that lived in our area that had met with
missionaries before and was really considering baptism. GET OUT OF HERE!
It looks like all that finding for other people in Missoula is paying off now.
haha, we called him up and scheduled an appointment with him. Sadly his
replacement at work never showed so he had to stay. But we are meeting with him tomorrow.
From talking with him on the phone, he seems like he has been prepared. I am so
pumped. I am honestly in love with this area! So many people! I never thought I
would complain about too much work. AND WE SHARE A WARD WITH
ELDERS. It is incredible.
This ward really has
been booming with baptisms within the past year. The Gilletts are new
members as of 2 years ago and he was just called to be the 1st counselor in the
Bishopric. Another woman who was baptized a little over a year ago is in
the Relief Society Presidency. Most of our ward council all served
missions and are super missionary minded. I'm telling ya, this ward is
incredible. I am still learning who everyone is and getting acquainted
with everyone, but it is so great.
Thursday we had
Zone Conference and it was wonderful. They basically imitated what we did
at MLC with the breakout groups and discussions. I did a musical number
with a couple other missionaries and it went really well. At the end of
Zone Conference President stands at the door and shakes everyone's hands as
they leave. As I approached him he took my hand and said, "SIster
Moline if I could hug you I would. One day I will get to and you will
know just how much I love you and appreciate you." That comment
meant the world to me. He came up to me earlier in the day and asked how I
was doing adjusting to a new area and how the area was going. It meant a
lot to know that he cared. He has over 280 missionaries to worry
about and remember what is going on with them, and it meant a lot to know that
he knew what was going on with me and cared to know. I love President
Mecham.
I forgot to tell
you a funny story from last week. So Sister Finnell and I along
with a ward missionary went to find a less active. We had talked with her
before. She was smoking outside her building so we just stayed outside
and talked with her. We shared some scriptures on faith and Christ's
Gospel. A man walked out of the apartment building and was emptying
some trash. He then approached us and said, "Are you
bothering her?" I told him no, and that she was a member of our
congregation. He then asked if we believed in the Bible, I said
yes. Then he said so what do you think of 1 Timothy 2? I kinda
looked at him weird and he was like, "well if you teach from the Bible you
should know what 1 Timothy 2 says". I have no idea what the heck 1 Timothy
2 says. He told us that we shouldn't talk to people outside of the kitchen. He
told us that women are supposed to learn in silence with all
submissiveness. referencing 1 Timothy 2. "You better get back
to your kitchens, just sayin!" then he walked away. I sat there in total
disbelief that this man just told me to go back to the kitchen. Luckily
Sister Finnell Is a lot more Christ like that me and wished him a good
day. If I would have opened my mouth I probably would have slayed him with
my words. hahahaha just kidding.
It took a lot of
humbling, but it made me think that there is always an underlying reason behind
what people say and do. And that there must have been some sort of
experience that he had that caused him to be so bitter. But! Nothing can
stop the work from progressing! Not even a man telling me to go back to my
kitchen.... still cannot believe that was said. hahahahaha
I cannot believe we
are halfway through September. It is absolutely insane. But I want
you all to know that the gospel has helped shape me into the person that I am
today, from the thoughts I have, the decisions I make and the person I strive
to become. I know through personal prayer, the scriptures and life experiences
that this church is a church of God, that Joseph Smith saw what he saw. I
wasn't there, I have never met Joseph Smith, and I have never seen God.
But I know it happened. I know, because God cannot lie and the
Spirit has touched my heart and soul and born this truth to me. I love my
Father in heaven with everything that I am. I am not a perfect person in any
way, but it is through my Savior and Redeemer Jesus Christ that I can become
perfect and one day be with my Heavenly Father again. I love my Savior, I love
the role he plays in my life and I love this gospel.
I love you all so
much! I hope you all have a wonderful week. I hope you know that you are
always in my prayers.
This gospel is the
good life.
Love you!
Sister Molinsky
Monday, September 8, 2014
HEEEEEYYYYAAAA!!
Everyone, everyone, I have an announcement to make.... I HAVE HIT MY YEAR MARK. Wadddduuupppp!! It is so fantastic! I feel like when people ask me how long I have been out, they will think I am this well seasoned missionary that knows what is going on. Hahaha, but it is pretty bitter sweet to think about. My time is running out and it makes me really sad to think I only have a small amount of time to do everything that the Lord has for me to do. The beginning of my mission already feels like a dream and that it never even happened. I never want to forget the experiences I have had, and the people I have met here. I hope and pray that I become all that the Lord wants of me here and that when I leave my mission he will be pleased with me. LOVE YOU
Saturday, September 6, 2014
September 3, 2014
Familyyyy!
First I feel the need
to apologize after being reprimanded by my Father for not emailing you last
week. Forgive me. I am a punk, I know. BUT! I am alive and I am doing
well in Great Falls!
I HAVE SO MUCH TO
WRITE!
The reason I couldn't
email last week was because a recent convert here in Great Falls was going to
the temple to do baptisms for the dead for the first time. We are allowed
to go to the temple with recent converts or reactivated members, but we have to
sacrifice a preparation day for it. I was really bummed to not get to
hear from all of you, but it was worth it. The woman we went with got
baptized 2 months ago and is on fire. She was so excited to go to the
temple that she woke up at 4 to get ready to leave by 7am. We drove
4 hours to Billings did baptisms and drove 4 hours back. It was a long day, but
so good. She is moving to Billings and was asking us how often she can go
and said she wants to go every week if she can. :) It was awesome.
I also got to see some members from my ward in Bozeman in the temple. It was a
tender mercy.
Last week was insane!
So much traveling and so many amazing experiences. We had Mission
Leadership Council this week but instead of a day event it was a two day event.
We left last Monday afternoon to drive to Billings and got there in the
evening, spent the night and the next two days were jam packed with meetings,
discussions, direction and council. It honestly was one of the spiritual weeks
of my life.
As a mission we are
all preparing to go the temple this transfer. My zone gets the opportunity to
go tomorrow! I am so excited! I cannot even explain how pumped I am about
it. It has been 1 year since I have been to the temple! We have been
focusing as a mission to purify and sanctify ourselves for this temple trip.
They have stressed sending home things that are distracting or not in line with
our calling as missionaries. So mom, I am sending home a box today with some
shirts and things with logos and some books people have given me throughout my
mission. This is all in hopes to better align our will with God's will
and to allow the Spirit to not just be our companion, but to be a part of each
of us.
This mission did this
process about a year ago. But the purifying process took much longer.
Last year when they began a purification, sanctification, and edification
process the baptisms in this mission doubled and the numbers here have only
increased since. Since summer has been here, our mission has taken a hit.
Our baptismal percentage has dropped dramatically as well as our finding
percentage. So we are starting the process over again to refocus and to
re commit ourselves to our callings.
I want to share a very
spiritual event that took place this week. I don't feel like I could ever
explain teh feelings and the thoughts that I had or even be able to explain the
experience to do it justice. We had meetings all day, discussing what
this mission needed to get back to where we were. It was such an honor to
be in a room full of amazing, talented and dedicated servants of the
Lord. We all discussed going back to the basics, reemphasizing Preach My
Gospel, and using the pamphlets. Getting back to the basics.
After all the meetings we had as leadership in the mission we had dinner and came back together to be addressed by President Mecham. He is such an amazing person. I am so grateful I have the opportunity to serve underneath him. He spoke to us in the chapel and shared his testimony with us. He said as of right now we were not living up to the Lord's expectations but that after this meeting he was expecting us to change this mission and to go above and beyond where we were previous. What a weight. He told us a story about when he was on his mission. President Monson (Elder Monson at that time) came to visit the stake. A dearly beloved man in the stake was deathly ill with I think it was cancer. And he was knocking at deaths door. President Monson had the choice to either go give this man a blessing, or to address the stake. He chose to address the stake first, which to most people would have seemed insane. But as he addressed the stake he told them that the blessing he was going to give this man would not be contingent on his faith, but on theirs. He said, I have the faith to heal this man, but do you. He asked the congregation if they had the faith to raise the dead, to heal the sick, do they have faith in miracles. And if they did, to stand. Immediately everyone in the room I was in, stood. I don't think President was expecting that because he was telling a story. But once he spoke those words this group of missionaries stood on their feet because they had faith in miracles. As we stood my eyes filled with tears. The feeling in the room completely changed. It was something I have never felt before. I felt unworthy to be in this room with such incredible people. When President Mecham was telling the story, I thought to myself, "I don't know if I could have stood." But once everyone around me stood up I felt their faith and it lifted me to my feet. President Mecham's eyes filled with tears as we stood before him. He then turned the rest of the meeting into a testimony meeting. It was THE most powerful testimony meeting I have ever been a part of. All differences, that we had, were gone. We were united in our faith and in our desire to serve God with all of our heart, might mind and strength. I had an unexplainable love for all those missionaries that stood and testified of their love for the Savior. The feeling that night is something that can never be explained, or proven. It was just felt, and I felt it and they felt it and we all knew it.
I believe in miracles.
My companion and I had
an amazing discussion that night and made goals for the Sisters and our area. I
will forever cherish that night for the rest of my life.
Speaking of my
companion! Her name is Sister Finnell and she is from San Diego California! She
went to BYU the same time that I did. She was companions with Sister Bonn
and Sister Greenfield right before me. Ohmygosh. She is the same person as
Sister Greenfield. They are so alike, it is insane. But I am very
thankful to be here in Great Falls with her. We share ward with the zone
leaders and there is so much work here. Our area is huge and we are
constantly teaching. It is so nice to teach! I LOVE IT! I love finding and
teaching people. She is fearless and has one of the most powerful
testimonies. I am very grateful for her.
Great Falls is really
windy, which can be bad when you are in a skirt all day long. Hahaha, but
I like it. There are no mountains. It looks like Texas with how flat it
is. But the weather is a lot nicer. We are officially ending summer. It
is getting colder and colder here. NO! hahaaha
I better get
going. Thank you all for you love and support. I love the Montana
Billings Mission. I know that my Savior lives. I love Him. One of
my favorite verses right now is in 2 Nephi 33:6 "I glory in plainness, I
glory in truth; I glory in my Jesus for He hath redeemed my soul from
hell." This gospel is my everything. I have never found so
much happiness nor felt so excited for life. The gospel truly is the good
news. I am thankful for the Spirit that has born witness to me time and
time again that there is a God, that He has a plan, and that He loves me.
Being a missionary has taught me that I can do hard things, through Jesus
Christ. He is my leader and my friend and He will never leave us
comfortless.
Until next week!
Love you!
Sister Moline
Sister Moline
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